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[ June 21st, 2009 • 5:25pm ] right overwhelming 2 weeks. seriously overwhelming. things have changed - -my grans pretty ill and i'm pretty worried -my sisters moving across london and is really depressed about the whole deal and i can't be there in 40 minutes like i could last year. urgh. -Aunt linda has secured a new flat. -i won a scholarship/apprentiship/2weeks work at a design agency and am bricking it. as well as some other stuff that eljay is a bit impersonal to use to express it - lets just say - 10 weeks may be hell, may not, and might not be worth it. the latter i will be gutted over. hmm - cryptic, my favored kind of post. also - i got to rockness pukkelpop is looking possible college friends i'm trying to keep in touch with. yeah. by the by i would like to thank my friends - you guys have kept my feet on the ground through this, and have been incredible. keep your ear to the ground. p.s. i promise i'll get twitter to you soon eljayyy. 3 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ May 13th, 2009 • 9:29pm ] ARGH I LOVE GALLOWS I GOT AN A FOR MY GRADED PROJECT I WANT TO GO TO PUKKELPOP BUT NO ONE ELSE REALLY SEAMS TO WANT/ARE ABLE TO GO I WANT TO SEE FAITH NO MORE I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOOSE EVERYONE FROM COLLEGE WHEN THE YEAR ENDS I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY... D: ABOUT THAT. I KINDOF WANT TO GO TO ROCKNESS I'm turning caps off now. le sigh. i guess thats how i'm feeling. Oh journal how i keep abandoning you. might get livetwitter to keep you company. 2 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

jfglkfgjaljgg [ March 6th, 2009 • 11:16pm ] Click me! 0 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

my body, is the enemy.... [ January 4th, 2009 • 4:41pm ] [ music | friends series 1 ep 15 ] First off - Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. its been some time - well since the end of november. back to college tomorrow where i get to be in lots of trouble inless i actually get my act together and research and develop and go in tomorrow with some kind of awesome concept. and my rooms a mess. and my harddrives a mess. and my ucas form needs to be filled in and verified and sent off by the 15th. and i've never written a personal statement before. and i'm terrified that i wont enjoy Ayr. and i feel lost. i just want to wait until all the manga i have on order comes through and just read that forever. urgh. I'm sure when i'm back in the swing of things i'll be fine. i need to sort out going to london to see heather at some point. i want to see her flat. i also want to go to inside out this month because Eddie Halliwell is playing - but not so sure if 30 pounds (ish) is worth it. right, research time... 2 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ November 28th, 2008 • 10:51am ] finally saw feeder. i passed my driving test. and now i'm 19! best week ever! Cathouse tonight, everyones welcome. 2 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ November 16th, 2008 • 9:21am ] this is so frustrating. what on earth did i do? well fuck it i'm not gonna ask, because i don't even have the slightest idea. 3 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ October 20th, 2008 • 10:14pm ] okay so it seams LJ hates me, my last two posts have been lost from friends pages, so theres one: 15th october theres the other: 17th october le sigh. 0 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ March 5th, 2008 • 7:53pm ] [ music | She - Travelling by Night ] I drove in the snows! i was supposed to have a mock test but snow means no! really didn't mean to ryhme, honest! back at the college, writing is borinnng. Going to the BBC on saturday - 'cause thats the only day they do tours, Laura's covering me at work, and hopefully the day won't go to waste - like if the tour is idiotically short, i will be really peeved. Because i really want to work - i really need the money. DRiving lessons are faar from cheep. john came round to give me an invite to his and his Da's party. Really need to write this stuff down, else i forget. Thankies to Paul who sent me this: She listen to a song called Travelling by Night. i'm annoyed - we used to leave the toaster on and set it to the 'burntness' we want but now - because my family are somewhat incapable they turn it off at the wall and leave it off. ARGHH. I also really enjoy coming home to stand in the porch and jab the door with the key at least 4 times before i find the keyhole because the porchlight is there for 'decoration' purposes only. I just love the fact that the family i live with i used to only see twice a year. *sigh* i may have had something else to say however i have forgotten... 0 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

You could never offend, your dirty words come out clean. [ February 15th, 2007 • 11:39pm ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Thursday - cross out the eyes ] Prelims finally finished. I answered one of the 4 marker questions as "TCP/IP is lovely" high marks are not expected. Keerie, Caron and me were the only ones who turned up for personal statement typing, and so we've got a lovely typing weekend ahead. Seeing Cathy and possibly Katie tomorrow to discuss our fathers big 5 - 0. They have yet to give us the video of dad drunk in tenerife. He'll burn it when he finds it though. Sunday's the Chinese New Year, and hopefully it'll be good - some plans but i need to find out if its still a go. 5 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

I read it on your keyboard... [ February 2nd, 2007 • 8:06pm ] floss is the nosest cat ever, he is currently licking my Nic card, (wireless communications receaver) oh wait, nevermind he just rolled over and fell off the bed.. :S P.s. i have a HUGE tub of flying saucers. 3 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ November 27th, 2006 • 6:15pm ] [ music | Tool - Jimmy ] INSTRUCTIONS: write ten statements, intended to different people. never tell which one is to who things you've always wanted to tell people 1. you've changed so much that it actually scares me, a hell of a lot, because i dont now how everything will progress from this point. I really don't want you to destroy yourself. 2. I've never met someone quite like you at all. You have the ability and kindness to make anyone feel better and go far in what you want to do. 3. You are a huge character. sometimes i wonder how you can be so quiet. I'm glad of how things are bound turn out for you. If i ever lost touch with you i'd be disappointed to no end. 4. you have cleaner eggs than me!! that's so not fair. :P 5. We never see each other anymore. and it sucks lots - maybe because we just never have time. Your one person i never want to loose touch with and right now that seams the inevitable. 6. Never Ever let anyone put you down. they have done it enough, take shit from no one. Your the one person i can trust with everything. and yet i barely know you. 7. One problem i had with you was that i liked you. a lot. and i knew you didn't like me back. and that took ages to get over. 8. You can achieve anything. be more confident in the fact that there are many supporting you. cant think of anymore :S lots of full stops... i got phoned by Ros just after 5th period started, and found out that i've got a job in Creature Comforts as staff on sundays! (up until christmas, so its like a probation period - but its a small business so i don't expect to have a job in january) 6 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ April 8th, 2006 • 10:24pm ] heathers pissed at me. but i understand because i am really paranoid when i don't know things for definate. 0 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

[ April 7th, 2005 • 1:37pm ] 22 ship | washed up | need you | like water in my lungs

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